I am having a really hard time understanding why you did this. I love you so much baby brother. We will forever be thinking of you and missing you. Your family loved you so much. We wish we could have helped you fight your demons. Rest in paradise baby brother. I love you so much.
2.5 years after my brother died by suicide I still at times come back to Internet for answers and to try find some comfort. I am really sorry for your loss. I know just how difficult it is and unfortunately it doesn’t get easier. The pain dulls but questions always remain unanswered and the reality that such a worthwhile human being is gone forever starts sinking in. Life can never ever be the same again but our eyes are opened and maybe I appreciate things more now that I previously took for granted
10 years this January will be when I lost my younger brother. he was 21. I wish I could say it gets easier, but it doesn’t. I’ll always have so many unanswered questions and what ifs. your not a lone. I pray you find comfort. I pray I find comfort.