My Brother took his own life by hanging, it will be 5 years on Easter Monday, I miss him so much and think about him every day, he was my only sibling and my best friend, he never got over the tragic deaths of our Mum and Dad and struggled to move on, he was intelligent and had a sense of humour to match, I just feel completely numb alot of the time and feel I’ve been cheated out of the best years of my life with him, I just constantly miss him and feel so low and down.
My brother did exactly the same thing. I’ve never spoken to anyone about it. Too painful. But am sending you a hug.
My brother hung himself at the beginning of this week too. Like your brother, mine was never able to recover from the loss of both of our parents at a young age after he found them. Praying for your peace.