Mother’s Day without you…

Serg, it’s been 5 1/2 months now and your boys birthdays have past, we got through it somehow but the most heartbreak occassion was finally here, “Mother’s Day”… Our mom is devastated, she was in tears all day. We went to have lunch with Moni and there were a few distractions but it never felt the same as when we were all together. She missed your gift (perfume every year), she was so sad it breaks my heart to see her but it broke my heart not to receive your call or text wishing me a happy mother’s day… I guess this is it, this is the way our life will be without you in it! We did not deserve this but we are not selfish, you had your reasons, I just wish you would have given us a choice because we would have begged you to stay close to us and let us help you. Our love for you is so immense that we would have done the impossible to help you. Our family has changed but our strong love has not mijo, I will love you & cry for you all my life. I hope you are happy & pain free like you deserve to be… I love you with all the love possible that one can give… Forever your sis