There’s so much to say so many mixed emotions it’s been 19 long years and not a day feels different then the one before. I miss you so much I need you so much. My big bro my protector you’re suppose to be here to help me, see your nieces, have you own kids, help take care of Mommy and Daddy, just live a happy life. Some days are harder then others and I jus don’t know what to do but I have 2 girls looking up to me. I just wish you would’ve spoke to someone, your life was worth way more. This was not how life was suppose to go. I miss you so much. I’m having a hard day. I love you always Little sister Chucky
I am so sorry that your big brother is no longer by your side. I lost my older brother at the age of 15 and now as I approach 30, I can’t help but miss him so badly. I’m sure that you now how beautiful life can really be despite your loss. Your two girls need you and want to see you happy. See the love that they have for each other and for you. Embrace it and know that you aren’t alone. We may not get the answers we need and we may never find them. My heart goes out to you.