Dear Benjamin,

It’s been a month and 4 days since your passing and I still feel the same as I did when I received the call that you were no longer with us anymore. I feel lost. I know we were never close and I never was the older sister you should have received but nothing can take the amount of love I’ve always had for you and I wish you just saw that. I miss you everyday and I promise to bring you with me wherever I go in life because I feel so lost without you and this is really hard on me. I love you so much.