It’ll be 7 years in May since my older brother demons got the worst of him. And I miss him a great deal, but I know he’s in Heaven with others who recently lost their battle with this disease helping them adjust. And even though some religions feel its a sin when someone takes their own life. I don’t agree with that, God loves all his children especially the ones who suffer a great deal from this disease, and sends them back into his arms.
It will be 40 years since I lost my brother. Some days I still miss him so much that I take out our old pictures and wonder about all the things we might have done together. I always think the hurt and emptiness will go away but so far it hasn’t, maybe someday. I hope you find peace in your life and that your hurt lessens.