Subject: I still miss you Robert, even after 32 years.

It’s really funny how your death had such an impact to me, especially compared to mom’s and dad’s death. Today is the day you died 32 years ago.
I still can’t figure out the why. You were 19 yo. Yes we had it tough, yes you were at a disadvantage because of a learning disability, and yes bipolar runs in the family. You should have reached out, if not to me then to one of your best friends.
Anyway, you are missed and I would have really loved to have seen you enjoy life and have met my daughter and grandkids.
Love you Robert